Ayni, hucha (my spelling) and Sami. These are all concepts from the 4th world. The world of living energy is called Kausay Pacha. The ANDEAN Cosmology has three worlds in it. Hanaq Pacha, Kay Pacha, and Uku Pacha. Most people do not talk about the Kausay Pacha. As we move into the new age, then we must begin to understand this 4th world. Each of these worlds is a perspective, a lens that helps us interpret life here on Pachamama. The Hanaq Pacha is the view of life through the eyes (nawis) of spirit. Kay Pacha is the view of life through the eyes of the body. Uku Pacha is through the eyes of the mind.
Kausay Pacha is through the eyes of emotion, or energy in motion, also called the living energy. This is a new way of seeing for most of us but it is an old way of seeing for the Q’ero. So ayni is about energetic reciprocity. Emotional reciprocity. When the Ayni is limited, blocked, then we experience the energy as Hucha. When the Ayni is open and expansive we experience the energy as Sami. There is nothing good or bad, no moral judgment on the two. It is just a label for the amount of ayni a person is capable of holding.
Pachamama is capable of the most expansive Ayni. That is why the Q’ero feed the Hucha to her and allow her to transform it into Sami. If you want to experience life with more Sami, then you must learn more about ayni.
You also asked to hear more about how you push away what your soul wants and that I don’t think you are aware of your search for ayni. Those are related. You know that a deep connection is possible between people. Deeper than you’ve been able to establish with others. You are also wanting a community that holds this deeper interconnectedness. That deeper interconnectedness is possible through ayni.
You know this, but when you don’t see it around you in others, you judge them for it. You then find ways to disconnect from them versus going deeper to find the ayni that is always present.
This pushes away what your soul wants. It feels like you need to, to protect yourself, but that is not true. This has you always moving from person to person, place to place, still not feeling fulfilled or happy.
